it has become more than just procrastinating

definition of procrastinate (as defined by the merriam-webster dictionary)

transitive verb: to put off intentionally and habituallyintransitive verb: to put off intentionally the doing of something that should be done

synonyms see delay

i don't know what has gotten into me.... not just recently.... not just these few months... it's been like this ever since..... since.... damn, i even lost track of it.

i'm doing more than just delaying my work and the things i should do. i spend my days sleeping, surfing aimlessly on the net, watching chinese series, loitering around air-conditioned places... especially malls. i haven't learnt anything.... i haven't done anything i considered big in this past year.... i haven't even pooped today....

wondering aimlessly, feeling helpless... what am i to do ???

hopefully things change soon...

well, in the mean time, i've been put in charge of the decorations of the welcome freshmen concert in UTAR next semester.... any suggestions of themes? themes for a concert that will be held in the canteen to welcome freshmen to the uni... in the afternoon... (*rolls eyes smacks head*)

and while you guys think of that for me... do comment on the logo below that i made for the anti-smoking campaign for my campus.... thanks... =)

oh the link is there just for fun.... leads back to my blogspot... hahahaha....  might be making button badges out of it... so... comments ??

on a happier context... i'll be flying off on holiday soon.... and when i come back... will be off again for a camporee... hehehehe..... more updates to come soon.... wheee...

LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

Lasallians Action Plan - Malaysia Day 2008

this lil excerpt is from a fellow xaverian who's a senior of mine.... vincent... :)



Dear Lasallians, (and all Anak Malaysia)

This year we celebrated 51 years of independence. This will be followed by 45 years of integration, of Malaysia, to be commemorated tomorrow. But have we much cause to celebrate?

Truth be told, we are living in somewhat dark circumstances. Recent happenings in our country have brought about a great deal of tension and discord among her people. We are all responsible for our current state, in one way or another. We seem to be in an age where intolerance, injustice and strife are the order of the day.

As Lasallians, we always emphasise the need for solidarity with the last, the lost and the least. We mark it with symbolic actions during the national convention and with prayers during the day for prayers of peace, but what of now. And so it comes to mind that solidarity is what we need, this Malaysia Day. Solidarity as a sign of indivisibility and strength in unity.

So dear Lasallians, wherever you are; and even non-Lasallians (should you be reading this),

If you see nothing, feel nothing of this, then let this day pass like any other.
But if you see as I see, feel as I feel, and seek as I seek, then let us be our best, on this day when our nation was formed.
Let us mark this day by remembering that we are all brothers and sisters under our nation’s flag.
Let this day be remembered for our unity and solidarity with one another, more than everything else.
Let us, on this September 16, celebrate our similarities AND diversity.

This is the invitation to you. If you see yourself as BANGSA MALAYSIA, in the best sense of the word, then draw the Jalur Gemilang on the back of your non-writing hand (unless you possess the convenience of an accomplice). Include a personal statement. You may draw it, sketch it, colour it, paint it etc. That is up to you. No dimensions, no strict guidelines. We’re all different anyway. Just make sure it’s recognisable.

And as we walk out of our rooms, homes, cells, corners on this day, together let us carry the flag of our nation with pride in our hearts, minds and on our hands.

Vincent

P/S – To further mark this occasion, snap a photograph of yourself, with your Jalur Gemilang and make it your Profile Picture on Facebook, Windows Live, Friendster etc





anyway.... Happy Malaysia Day to all....

LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/

i just can't smile without you

you came along just like a song,
and brighten my day,
who would have believed that
you were part of a dream,
now it all seems light years away.....

and now you know i can't smile without you......



hooked on to this song after watching Hellboy 2 : The Golden Army.... lalallalala....


it's the middle of the semester.... where assignments start pouring in and there are shit loads of mid-term tests and "quizes" poping up every week till week 13..... arghhhh..... and there's still the experiment reports to do.... and it's the due date for all our assignments....

this is why i hate the middle of my semesters....



so time to update about my situation after the long silence.... in no particular order...

• am still staying in vista wira, studying in utar [sad right ???]
• got myself into a traffic collision and have 8 stiches on me
• got elected as secretary of chemistry society
• subsequently elected as the committee member in charge of editorial in the SRC of my campus
• still procastinating
• and i'm feeling lonely...
• not to mention also that there was this guai lou who got robbed by buggers who slashed him in the head with a parang near the LRT.... and it was just around 9.30 pm...... not even late at night.... so take care ya guys....
• anyone wanna go yum cha ??

btw... i plan to do a social awareness week campaign.... trying to raise awareness in my campus about the social problems in society today..... so you have any affiliations who are willing to help out by setting a booth for a day or two... or you have any interesting ideas on what i can do for the event.... do tell me... =)


yeah.... that's about it..... gotta go do my work dee.... spectroscopy...

Plasma Emission, Mössbauer spectroscopy, Glow discharge-optical emission spectrometry, Microwave-induced plasma, fluorescence resonance energy transfer....





you know i can't smile without you,
i can't smile without you,
i can't laugh and i can't sing,
i'm finding it hard to do anything....



LPPL, love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

when dim sum makes more sense than attending morning lectures

well.... as you guys saw the previous two entries.... yeah... it's actually entries from a blog i just set up on blogspot with another 2 guys from uni...

got bored during exam week and halfway through preparing for our 1st paper.... so we decided to start the Dim Sum vs. Morning Lectures blog... and i just realised that what ever i posted on the blog, was cross-posted on to multiply.... not only my entries... my other contributor's entries too....

hahahaha... trying to fix the problem and see if this entry is posted on to the blog on blogspot or not.... lalalalala.....

anyway.... a brief explaination about the blog, by my fellow fren Tong,

"Obviously from the title of the blog, we do enjoy having dim sum in the morning instead of morning lectures in our 'beloved' campus. Haha. We are all UTARian, pursuing the course of our own. Well at this time we are having our finals going on for the next weeks ahead, and as you can see, we are blogging. ehmmm.... sorry having dim sum than having lectures. XD

Anyway, this point of the of this blogspot, you shall enter the world of us in campus life and thoughts in various points. So just, get your pop corn, eh eh...sorry, your dim sums', your cup of 'yin yong', sit back, and enjoy the show. ^^v"

seriously.... uni life is getting more and more dull and boring as the day passes by.... it's draining all my energy and enthusiasm.... i'd rather skip morning lectures so that i can do something else in the morning..... if i go to class... it's either i sleep or chit chat with ppl, [i've become more and more bitchy ever since uni]... not a good thing....

well... meeting these ppl in my faculty was like a fresh breath of air in the dull environment of UTAR.... well atleast for my faculty here.... keeps my sanity intact...



oh and i just realised something.... penang is famous for it's char koay teow, laksa, hokkien mee, etc etc.... ipoh is famous for it's nga choy kai, kai see hor fun etc etc..... but what is KL famous for ???

it's NASI LEMAK ~!!! yesh... it took me that long to realise this.... cause only for the past few nights i've been travelling around KL [when i should be studying] sampling really good nasi lemaks... i think i might just blog about it.... wheee ~!!! hahahahha... more nasi lemaks.... makes me fat fat.... lalalalala....

trying to be profound....

yesterday is but a dream
and tomorrow is a vision....
but today well-lived,
makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope....



am laden with assignment deadlines and mid term tests.... it's week 10 already and less than 5 weeks to my finals.... and i haven't started studying...



oh the pressure... oh the lazy~ness.... aihz... i think it's some what propotional to me.... the more pressure i get, the lazier i feel.... WHY LAH WHY ~!!!???!!!!




LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/

injustice

though it's in a mess.. but still, it's great to be home.... you know why ?? cause i've got internet access at home... muahahahaha !!!



well, i came across this site just now.... it says that it isn't difficult at all for the family of Lee Nian Ning to establish legal liability in a civil suit against the driver of the ill-fated bus for negligence in controlling the bus.....



but... unfortunately.. the parents are likely to only be entitled to compensation for funeral expenses and any other reasonable expenses arising out of the accident (cost of police reports, RIMV search, etc)..... in brief, the parents (who would be the lawful claimants based on the facts of her case) would not be entitled to any other claim apart from that which has been pointed out.....



on the quasi-criminal law side...... the Attorney General’s Chambers may prefer to charge the bus driver for causing death by reckless or dangerous driving...... under Section 41 of the Road Transport Act 1987..... which upon conviction shall liable to a fine not exceeding ten thousand ringgit or to imprisonment for a term not exceeding five years or to both.... but.... again the 'but'.... the discretion to charge and if so, under which section of the Road Transport Act 1987 lies solely with the Attorney General.....



injustice...... there is a compensation claim for loss of dependency [which is quite unjust too]... but she was still studying.... no dependency on her... thus no claims can be made... but she had a bright future and all that..... gone... perished.... just like that.... can justice be done ???



LPPL... love peace, peace love....

Nian Ning's memorial

just got back from KL and got an sms from carmen... nian ning's memorial will be held tomorrow, 3rd of february 2008 at 10am... it'll be at mahindarama temple at kampar road...


as long as you're saddened by this... as long as you want to make a change... please come...


they'll be having a petition and giving out flyers.... the press will be coming... so your attendance will garner attention form the media to this issue on that day....

you can oso show your support alternatively by signing the online petition here. hopefully something can be done....

lost for words...

Lee Nian Ning (1987-2008)

i just left her house where the wake was held... knowing the family quite well and seeing them sad makes me very uneasy.... her mother, who was my chemistry teacher for my 2 years in six form, was like a second mother to me.... seeing her today, deprived of sleep since the incident, speaking with a very sad tone in her voice, it made my heart very heavy....

i was there with kenneth, jin sern and guo qiang..... met alot of friends too... even mangelene... sorry i didnt see you... really wanz.... sorry....

well.... looking at nian ning's portrait while paying my respects to her flashed back many memories.... of the camps we''ve been together, of the times i spent at her house with friends just chit chatting till the middle of the night when her mum would come down and "halau" us out.... and the last time i saw her was at tesco in penang last weekend.... i regretted not calling her.....

btw, just to inform... if anyone wishes to pay your final respects, gimme a call and i'll give you the directions to the house... but pls do so b4 2pm.... i won't be around to 'send her on her last journey'.... =(



so much to talk about.... but..... dunno lah.... dunno what to say....



lost....




wish things like this wouldnt happen....






requiescat in pace, nianz...

what i intended to blog about

i was online last night at a cc in genting klang... forgot wat name it was, i think it was vnet or something like that... wanting to post up an update here.... then messages poped up in my friendster.... the messages were good... but the content wasn't and pleasing.... childish....

well, i dun wanna get all fussed up about that now... so on with my entry...

i just moved into yung shen's old flat in wangsa maju... vista wira2... and rented the smallest room at a relatively expensive price... the price to pay for being to lazy to continue searching around for a room to rent around desa setapak...

there isn't any internet connection neither is there a telephone line.... my other housemates don't want to get an internet connection before CNY as none of us will be home for a week or so and the rental will go to waste worh..... came saturday, i went to tm point to register for a telephone line... I NEED AN INTERNET CONNECTION.... dial-up is better than none... but i have to wait for two weeks or so before they come and install a telephone line for me... aihz.... sad....

and the night before that, i was in PJ.... didnt take the LRT... didnt take a taxi.... just two wheels.... my MOTORCYCLE.... hahahaha..... took me about half an hour just to get there from my place... and it was freaking cold.... should have worn my jacket...

well, once i reached my friend's place, they picked me up and we were off to william's.... where i met yung shen and jin and dwane and another guy i dunno who.... hahahaa..... such coincidence.... small world? yeah.... gotta agree with yung shen about eating at william's is like "having a meal at Chili's - at the roadside"... black pepper chicken pasta... sedap wuih.... and a honeydew blended... and a teh 'o' ais.... costed me rm22.... one of my most expensive trips to a mamak stall to makan.... and there isnt a proper menu.... neither a proper introduction of the food they serve there..... when asked, "ada apa makan ?" i was replied, "nak pasta, goreng atau roti?".... when i said pasta, he asked "nak ayam, daging, seafood atau itik pun ada.... try seafood, seafood bes mia"..... i decided for ayam and that was my order.... all i knew at that point was i was goanna have pasta... dunno which type... with chicken.... datz all.... swt... lalalalala....

soon after a lil chit chat, we left for dunno where to play basketball in the middle of the night till bout 4 something and i left for home at 5..... and the journey was colder than ever... gosh.... i find myself queer at times... hahahaha...

oh and i just emailed friendster... hopefully they'll fulfil my request so that i can file in a suit for defamation, libel and threatening..... lalalalala....

btw jean, tml night dinner right ??? i got tuition class from 7-10.... sorry for telling you last minute..... paiseh paiseh....

hungwee.... i think i'll grab a burger outside of orange before i leave... hmmm..... daging double... whee...~! RAMLI !!!

LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw... \m/

FW: CAution... Rapist in Wangsa Maju..Im Dead Serious!!

FW: CAution... Rapist in Wangsa Maju..Im Dead Serious!!
Message: ----------------------------------
Original message from Benjamin:
There is a Rapist out there that goes by the name Paul Ang from penang. he is currently staying in wangsa maju and studies in UTAR!!! this is not a prank... this guy really exist... this particular bastard almost raped my friend... he studied in St.Xavier in penang and if anyone knows him, pls tell him to watch his back...yes, even in penang...

if you all are curious who he really is pls check out his friendster at Paul's URL:
http://profiles.friendster.com/paulinahhh

Pls tell your friends and warn them about this man... and check out ur nearest street lamps and walls soon... this notice is not juz gonna be posted in friendster... its gonna be around in wangsa maju...PAul, if you are reading this, Take Good Care Of Yourself!!! Im Serious... You give guys a bad name...




at this point i'm freaked out by myself..... maybe soon enough i'll make it to the headlines soon enough.... and i'm getting kinda anxious about getting my very own poster on street lamps and walls.... =D free publisity.... i think i should start writing a book or maybe making an album which i can sell once i get famous.... hmmm.... not a bad idea eh ??? wonder when the police will start hunting me down....



i just dun get why some ppl are so childish.... what is it with these people ??? having too much free time... so they start wasting bandwidth this way.... and i'm even asked "is this real? just wana confirm by u.." by someone random off friendster.... ppl these days.... aihz... *shakes head*



am left speechless.... aihz.... anyway, will take good care of myself.... like i always do.... =D



btw.... just wanna thank the random ppl for giving me the heads up on this issue....





now to find out who.....






LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

one sen coins no more....

they're goanna stop printing 1 sen coins.... starting april 1st next year...



no more magnetic coins for my children and great granchildren to play with.....
sob sob.....



goanna start keeping 1sen coins dee.... lalalallalaa......


LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

was i even thinking ???

my mind has been wondering around a tad to much lately.... having loads of unnecessary thoughts popping in my mind one after another.... then my head start putting playing around with my emotions.... at first i thought i was emo... then i thought i was depressed... then later thought i was miserable, wretched, dismal, gloomy, blue... and then i came to just realise.... i was just plain moodless..... not sad.... neither was i anywhere near happy....

then my mind just drifts away.... random redundant thoughts....




uni is not what i expected it to be.... my lecturers are crappier than my high school teachers...

• they teach about stuff in a way they think is easier to understand, but they totally change to actual concept of the whole theory.... at this point, i thank god i went bek to form 6.... (i took the coutesy to ask my teacher lecturer about her lecture and that was what she told me.... and i told her it's wrong, yet she insist that she's correct)
  
• their notes are either in fonts that are totally illegible or they scribble lines that look like words to them and expect you to be able to read their griffonage... what more, their 'marvelous' hand-drawn graphs.... ughhh.... studying my maths notes the whole night b4 my test 2 made me nauseous....
• when you ask the lecturers who have doctorates (and i assume that they've fogotten their foundation subjects to make way for their advanced level education) questions on ur practical lab experiments, they'll mumble something and eventually ask you to do further reading by urself.... every time.... i mean, they're conducting the experiment, arent they prepared to explain something ???
• oh... shoe polishing is a must.... biased marking of papers and attendance.... ughhh......*note to self: polish some shoes next semester*

and the facilities are a whole bunch of bullock....

1. the library is so small, i bet there are 3 times more books in my high school than here.
2. the lab apparatus is insufficient.... there's not enough apparatus that we have to use broken measuring cylinders.
3. the lift at the admin block is so damn slow...
4. there were 2 blackouts throughout the campus this semester... and a few times to the dewan kuliah.... they shud atleast have back up generaters in the laboratories...
5. canteen food is expensive... and it sux...
6. and i feel the online survey feedback thingy for the course and its lecturers are totally not confidential at all...
   

there's more.... but this is enough to make me sick.... ughhh....


anyone out on merdeka eve ??? will be bek in penang for the weekend.... exams' due in less than two weeks time.... dieded....



gotta start studying..... lazing around too much....




ughhh.... TLPCS........ arghhh ~!!!

sleepy sial...

okay... umm... multiply.... hmmm.. hi guys... wakakakaka....

i'm not getting enough sleep..... i wish i had assignments... yup.... rather than having stupid tests and lab reports to do..... aihz... i've got my 2nd computer system's test in like... 8 hours from now... hehehe....


and i'm old.. i dowanna be old... no fun wanz.... jeng jeng jeng...... sleepy but gotta study.... X(



oh yah, btw, i got myself a 17" LCD screen and a set of new speakers.. woohoo... ~!



hehheheehe..... LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw... \m/ *yawns*



p/s: anyone wanna meet up this weekend ??? lalalalala.....

frus is when....

..... i hear the neighbour blowing bagpipes.... [no wait, it's the kettle... hahhaha...]

• you go to the clinic on sunday, the doctor asks you if you're studying and whether you need an MC, you say yes to both... and he gives you an MC for sunday....
• you're sick on monday.... when you have a lab to attend and you dun think you can get better on wednesday which is the next lab [and both labs are conducting diff experiments and there's no replacement day for the labs...]
• you have three lab reports due wednesday and you haven't started on any at all....and your head's kinda heavy... which really is a nuisance even though you really really wanna start doing it....
• dumb dumb HN29s smoke while they pee in the public toilet.... they're better off hisap~ing their konek while they pee.....
  
• you wish you didnt have to go all the way to PJ to pass a bank book to a fren who cant come over to setapak.... cuz he doesn't know how to get here.... aihz...
• you have a fren who comes over to your house and puts wet tissue on your router/modem.... why ?? so that it doesnt overheat...
  
• you have straight coursemates like mine.... they're all so dead cow one side neck....
  
• you're so sick, you sleep too much, you don't know what do when you're awake.... cuz the moment you start doing something, you're head starts to get heavy, and you wanna lie down a while.... BUT YOU CANT SLEEP.... CUZ YOU SLEPT TOO MUCH DEE ~!
• you pay rm10 for 3 crappy vcd shows near brj..... seriously.. damn crappy, not the movies.... the quality of the vcds... but the ppl who sell 'em speak hokkien... .X)
• you're frus... jeah....
  

*to be left untitled*

everything said out was meant to be heard.... but some times, it wasnt meant to be heard by everyone else.... though many things were better left unsaid, most were better off said straight into the face.... there are so many ways to inpret a short phrase.... yet many choose to think of it in a more common perspective and just leave it as it is....

there's two sides to a coin.... what's a coin if it only has one side printed ??? when you lay a coin on the table... all you see is one side of it.... you know it's a 50 sen coin.... pure assumption... ppl are just too lazy to flip the coin and see the other side of it before telling ppl "hey, this is a 50 sen coin".... okay that sounded lame.... but i think you get the meaning....


all ppl hear is from one point of view and make assumptions... rather than listen to both or more parties concerned and make a conclusion from it....


i derno.... i've just entered the state of being frus....


lallalaa....

LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw...\m/

regrets....

i expect this journal to be self contradictary..... where every statement will just contradict the previous one or so.... or at least try....



everyone wished they had lived their life with no regrets.... trying not to look back and say "i shouldn't have done that".... but things have happened and looking back, thinking that things could have been better won't make any difference about the future.... but then.... you can't help yourself but regret about it.... even though you know that it's no use....

pain is inevitable.... but suffering is optional.... yet it's so hard to not take suffering as an option.... you try to move on... yet sooner or later, it'll hit back on you....


okay okay... i feel crappy and i derno dee.. hahahhaa...


reminds me of lighthouse family's song... high... hehehe....


When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high

Though it's darker than december
What's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night

At the end of the day we remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love



and i suddenly feel i like songs that sing about ppl getting high.... or something lidat....

jeng jeng jeng.....



"today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday... to analyse is to worry... and it has become a habit.... that's why we're unhappy... kwa..."




LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw...\m/

i've gotta kill this habit of mine...

here i am.... doing ntg in particular when i have a lab report due in 2 hours time... and the clock keeps ticking... yup.... not a good thing....

i dun think procrastinate is the best word to define my actions.... yeah... delaying a report i could have done last week is procrastinating.... well... i think i'll just stick with procrastination for now....

derno.... i had started doing my report last week..... i did bits and parts of it slowly.... hahahaha.... making time to check multiply.... look for monopoly sets that i want to own..... check out some forums.... do bits and parts of my algebra and calculus homework.... going out to buy supplies... and what not.....


resulting in me.... still sitting in the living room... typing this journal out when i should be doing my lab report... yup.. i belum tidur... oh... and i even slept through half an hour during my lab practical on monday..... hahahahaa..... the teacher was in forng explaining about what we were goanna do and i was sitting at the bench at the back dozing off.... i only woke up when they started to take ammonia samples.... the smell is so..... wasabi~ish... you know.... ummmm.... the fumes makes it feel as though it burns ur nose.... something like wasabi.... only diff is the smell is more foul....


hahahahaaha..... i think i'll sleep during algebra mia lecture later... hehehhee... lalalalala....

okay now off to do my lab report.... lalalallala....



KKYLP..... lalalallaa..... jeng jeng jeng....

i need more bandwidth....

... and more room space.... and a ethernet cable so i dun have to rely on the slow wireless connection speed... arghh.....


surfing on the net has never been son frustrating.... aihz.... hmmm..... and not to mention the amount of dust in the air here..... and the quality of the water here is like..... hmmmm..... okoay, if you put a white cloth at the tap and let water flow through it.... it'll turn yellowish by ythe time you're done doing the dishes and utensils.....


been coughing all day.... aihz.... dry cough.... not getting any better.... oh... i've already skipped a class on my 1st week in uni..... hahahhahaa...... chemistry..... was supposed to attend class at 9-10.... i woke up at 10.12.... hhaahahha.... derno lah.... jeng jeng jeng....


I NEED MORE BANDWIDTH AND MORE LIVING SPACE ~!!!!!


I NEED A BETTER CALCULUS LECTURER WHO DOESNT SLUR WHEN HE LECTURES ~!!!!




i've yet to meet my computer systems' lecturer.... and the only lecturers i find interesting are Dr. Ramesh, my chem lab mia indian lecturer [i feel almost all indian lecturers damn yao yeng wanz...] who i'll be seing only 6-7 times this sem... and maybe in my 3rd year here.... and there's my fizik mia lecturer... which i dunno his name yet.... his english is by far the best amongst the chinese lecturers here..... yet his chinese slang makes him sound very.... long-man-from-long-hill~ish....


i'm starting to sound like jean..... hmmmm......


lalalallalaa




ok... no more ranting.....



for now...



till then.... LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

settled down.... finally....

after a week of not going online and a hundred and fourteen [141] journals to go through... which i apparently didnt go through all of it.... hehehehe... paiseh.... lalallalaa..... i've finally settled down in taman desa setapak.... hmmm.... lalalalalala...... well... my room is kinda small considering that i'm goanna be sharing the room.... hmmmm...



i am about 3k away from getting a far much better performing computer than the one i brought down to KL with me..... the computer i'm using now is running on a pentium4, a very cheap mobo, 256 ram, on-board graphics and audio.... and not to mention a bulky 15 inch CRT that is taking up alot of space in my room..... and my room is upstairs.... which is a problem if i wanna connect to the internet as the router is downstairs..... and there isnt much space downstairs for my PC.... aihz... am onlining with a laptop downstairs....



my motorbike arrived the same day with me, yesterday.... and also with jean's bike... which nw belongs to me... muahahahaha...... wakakakkakaa......



but UTAR had to be a bitch and not tell me earlier that i need my title deed to my motorbike in order to get the campus sticker.... a whole bunch of ridiculous ppl who pronounce faculty as Fur-Kal-Tee.... i mean, who the hell pronounces it that way ??? arghhh..... and everytime some says that word, i've gotta repeat the right pronunciation in my head thrice... twice isn't enough..... damn these ppl i tell you..... damn discriminative towards ppl who were engllish educated....



and it's kinda early for me to judge my course mates.... so i shall refrain myself from bitching about them.... i need supper.... i need my classes to start a tad later.... most of my classes start at 8am.... damn it..... i need food.... i need a new computer....



lalalalal... i need more bandwidth ~!




my first day of uni.... boring.... and uneventful.... well... life's a vaccum cleaner.... hor ?


LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/

one week from now...

i'll be driving myself down to KL with chi hwa..... time flies by so quickly.... and time can only do so much.... lalalalala....

waking up in my bed, having the thought that i'll only have a few more nights waking up to some place i've been accustomed to..... stirs up alot of mixed feelings.... i might come back and feel foreign to my home.... well, i hope not.... dunno ler.... never did like the thought of going somewhere far from home.... well, atleast for recent years i never did like the thought of it....



derno ler.... so much to do... so much to prepare for..... so lil time.... and i'm still at work.... hahahaha.... dieded....



LPPL.... love peace, peace love... \m/


ps. JEAN !!! THE LIST WEIH ~! how ???