regrets....

i expect this journal to be self contradictary..... where every statement will just contradict the previous one or so.... or at least try....



everyone wished they had lived their life with no regrets.... trying not to look back and say "i shouldn't have done that".... but things have happened and looking back, thinking that things could have been better won't make any difference about the future.... but then.... you can't help yourself but regret about it.... even though you know that it's no use....

pain is inevitable.... but suffering is optional.... yet it's so hard to not take suffering as an option.... you try to move on... yet sooner or later, it'll hit back on you....


okay okay... i feel crappy and i derno dee.. hahahhaa...


reminds me of lighthouse family's song... high... hehehe....


When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high

Though it's darker than december
What's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night

At the end of the day we remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love



and i suddenly feel i like songs that sing about ppl getting high.... or something lidat....

jeng jeng jeng.....



"today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday... to analyse is to worry... and it has become a habit.... that's why we're unhappy... kwa..."




LPPL..... love peace, peace love yaw...\m/