was i even thinking ???

my mind has been wondering around a tad to much lately.... having loads of unnecessary thoughts popping in my mind one after another.... then my head start putting playing around with my emotions.... at first i thought i was emo... then i thought i was depressed... then later thought i was miserable, wretched, dismal, gloomy, blue... and then i came to just realise.... i was just plain moodless..... not sad.... neither was i anywhere near happy....

then my mind just drifts away.... random redundant thoughts....




uni is not what i expected it to be.... my lecturers are crappier than my high school teachers...

• they teach about stuff in a way they think is easier to understand, but they totally change to actual concept of the whole theory.... at this point, i thank god i went bek to form 6.... (i took the coutesy to ask my teacher lecturer about her lecture and that was what she told me.... and i told her it's wrong, yet she insist that she's correct)
  
• their notes are either in fonts that are totally illegible or they scribble lines that look like words to them and expect you to be able to read their griffonage... what more, their 'marvelous' hand-drawn graphs.... ughhh.... studying my maths notes the whole night b4 my test 2 made me nauseous....
• when you ask the lecturers who have doctorates (and i assume that they've fogotten their foundation subjects to make way for their advanced level education) questions on ur practical lab experiments, they'll mumble something and eventually ask you to do further reading by urself.... every time.... i mean, they're conducting the experiment, arent they prepared to explain something ???
• oh... shoe polishing is a must.... biased marking of papers and attendance.... ughhh......*note to self: polish some shoes next semester*

and the facilities are a whole bunch of bullock....

1. the library is so small, i bet there are 3 times more books in my high school than here.
2. the lab apparatus is insufficient.... there's not enough apparatus that we have to use broken measuring cylinders.
3. the lift at the admin block is so damn slow...
4. there were 2 blackouts throughout the campus this semester... and a few times to the dewan kuliah.... they shud atleast have back up generaters in the laboratories...
5. canteen food is expensive... and it sux...
6. and i feel the online survey feedback thingy for the course and its lecturers are totally not confidential at all...
   

there's more.... but this is enough to make me sick.... ughhh....


anyone out on merdeka eve ??? will be bek in penang for the weekend.... exams' due in less than two weeks time.... dieded....



gotta start studying..... lazing around too much....




ughhh.... TLPCS........ arghhh ~!!!