why is love so...... u noe.... weird

love is such a interesting subject...... it's so subjective....... it's so complicating, yet so rewarding..... well i've learned a valueble lesson and i wanna share some of my thoughts with you all...... [mark.... tell me wat u think bout this.....]

recently i've been having a big emotional breakdown......... mee sad... mooning, sighing adn even daydreaming about me relationship........ really really distracted...... but i just realized i shouldn't be doing so........ it's like i'm only like, umm...... i'm showing signs of infatuation [me no other word dee.... anyway..... it's something like tergila-gila lidat......] not love........ why ar ??? ...... hehehe....... this is da tricky part...... hahahaha....... but good oso i fikir lidat kwa......

love leh hor...... should be centered around the other person, wif ur perlakuan dibuat demi dia mia kebajikan and happiness....... if i loved, i would be macam umm... lebih tenang lah hor ? ummm...... can do things properly, cuz me tau that i am sum how menyumbang to the other person mia happiness.........

but infatuation leh hor, macam makes me very self-centered lah hor....... then me macam alot of misery then start thinking all crappy stuff lah.... buat myself macam tak tau concerntrate properly........ like dis leh hor me feel like mein love with love..... not the orang....... haihz........

wat do you all think ???? i think me listen dat maroon5 and westlife too much dee lah..... i can't beliee that sampai today me still listening to westlife mia coast to coast mia songs........ hahhahaha !!! so with this thought......... i really hope me can get on with the crappy SPM !!! arghhh.... !!!! tomolo moral !!!! arghhh!!!! if those who didn't get mr.Ian's notes from me today..... then sorry for you lah........ not lucky enaf or u turn down a very good offer !!!! muahahahahha ~!!!!!

well... a song for you all to like...... soak into..... hehehhee...... by westlife, Can't change the world..... or something lidat

since you ve gone, well it seems like everything is wrong
and deep inside i know that i've lost much more than pride
well happiness is getting further away girl i miss you more than words can say
i need a miracle now so tell me

how can i change the world
cos i sure can't change your mind
where's the miracle i need now
got to get to you somehow
cos i can't change the world
i can't change the world
no i can't change the world

losing you, well it's been the hardest thing to do
so i close my eyes and tell myself that somehow i'll survive
well you gave me heaven then you took it away
girl i miss you more with each passing day
i need a miracle now so tell me

how can i change the world
cos i sure can't change your mind
where's the miracle i need now
got to get to you somehow

and it s so sad you re leaving me
just so you can find yourself
and it s so sad that you just can t see
i love you more than life itself
no i can t change the world

how can i change the world
cos i sure can't change your mind
where's the miracle i need now
got to get to you somehow
cos i can't change the world
i can't change the world
no i can't change the world