i've been so busy with doing nothing substantial for quite some time.... yup nothing much at all.... well anyway... i'm in the midst of trying to shift my blog world to a independent address and hopefully it'll happen soon...
the only thing i have up now is an under-construction front for what is meant to be my portfolio page....
so many projects that i have on hand that i can start, but i'm still stuck doing nothing with them.... i really need a boost... i need a direction.... i can't make up my mind...
all this peer pressure is slowly creeping up on me and reality is constantly biting me on my ass....
lost... can't help feeling lost... i hate this feeling....
LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw... \m/
Thursday, March 25
Tuesday, March 24
doesn't everyone wish they had more time?
a thought that almost everyone would have come across with at some point in their lives....
well, my procrastinating worked out perfectly.... so perfect that i could graduate with a degree in procrastination.....
entering UTAR would top my list of the things that i did that would make me hate myself. i can't seem to find 10 good things about being in this wretched place to oust the reasons why i wouldn't want to stay here....
when they say UTAR = University Tak Ada Rehat/Ringgit/Ruang.... they really mean it.... my faculty is deprived of space and yet they are admitting students from applied maths and actural science (who initially would have to study in PD block in PJ) into this small campus built on KTAR's grounds... as though we have enough tutorial rooms/lecture halls with working facilities to begin with.... why cant they just send everyone to kampar worh....
well... that didnt bother me much.... what got me into a fit was my final's timetable....
my exams start on the 15th week of the semester (which was usually left empty for us to study as our 'study week') on a saturday... then i have the sunday off... and it goes on with a 3 credit hour paper for the folowing 4 days.... i have 5 papers in 6 days~!! though i get to finish my exams early... but... not this early kwa.....
it brings my stress to a whole new level.... midterm exams.. more lab reports.... assignments still pouring in.... and it's already week 11 ~!!! lab tests arent announced yet either.... arghhhh ~!!!
i'm struggling to find time for myself.... cant even find the time to sit in the toilet and shit peacefully... my eyes are watery... my sinus isn't getting any better.... and my bowling shoes are collecting dust.....
will somebody please kill me...??
TLPCS.... \m/
well, my procrastinating worked out perfectly.... so perfect that i could graduate with a degree in procrastination.....
entering UTAR would top my list of the things that i did that would make me hate myself. i can't seem to find 10 good things about being in this wretched place to oust the reasons why i wouldn't want to stay here....
when they say UTAR = University Tak Ada Rehat/Ringgit/Ruang.... they really mean it.... my faculty is deprived of space and yet they are admitting students from applied maths and actural science (who initially would have to study in PD block in PJ) into this small campus built on KTAR's grounds... as though we have enough tutorial rooms/lecture halls with working facilities to begin with.... why cant they just send everyone to kampar worh....
well... that didnt bother me much.... what got me into a fit was my final's timetable....
my exams start on the 15th week of the semester (which was usually left empty for us to study as our 'study week') on a saturday... then i have the sunday off... and it goes on with a 3 credit hour paper for the folowing 4 days.... i have 5 papers in 6 days~!! though i get to finish my exams early... but... not this early kwa.....
it brings my stress to a whole new level.... midterm exams.. more lab reports.... assignments still pouring in.... and it's already week 11 ~!!! lab tests arent announced yet either.... arghhhh ~!!!
i'm struggling to find time for myself.... cant even find the time to sit in the toilet and shit peacefully... my eyes are watery... my sinus isn't getting any better.... and my bowling shoes are collecting dust.....
will somebody please kill me...??
TLPCS.... \m/
Friday, November 14
it has become more than just procrastinating
definition of procrastinate (as defined by the merriam-webster dictionary)
transitive verb: to put off intentionally and habituallyintransitive verb: to put off intentionally the doing of something that should be done
synonyms see delay
i don't know what has gotten into me.... not just recently.... not just these few months... it's been like this ever since..... since.... damn, i even lost track of it.
i'm doing more than just delaying my work and the things i should do. i spend my days sleeping, surfing aimlessly on the net, watching chinese series, loitering around air-conditioned places... especially malls. i haven't learnt anything.... i haven't done anything i considered big in this past year.... i haven't even pooped today....
wondering aimlessly, feeling helpless... what am i to do ???
hopefully things change soon...
well, in the mean time, i've been put in charge of the decorations of the welcome freshmen concert in UTAR next semester.... any suggestions of themes? themes for a concert that will be held in the canteen to welcome freshmen to the uni... in the afternoon... (*rolls eyes smacks head*)
and while you guys think of that for me... do comment on the logo below that i made for the anti-smoking campaign for my campus.... thanks... =)
oh the link is there just for fun.... leads back to my blogspot... hahahaha.... might be making button badges out of it... so... comments ??
on a happier context... i'll be flying off on holiday soon.... and when i come back... will be off again for a camporee... hehehehe..... more updates to come soon.... wheee...
LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/
Tuesday, September 16
Lasallians Action Plan - Malaysia Day 2008
this lil excerpt is from a fellow xaverian who's a senior of mine.... vincent... :)
Dear Lasallians, (and all Anak Malaysia)
This year we celebrated 51 years of independence. This will be followed by 45 years of integration, of Malaysia, to be commemorated tomorrow. But have we much cause to celebrate?
Truth be told, we are living in somewhat dark circumstances. Recent happenings in our country have brought about a great deal of tension and discord among her people. We are all responsible for our current state, in one way or another. We seem to be in an age where intolerance, injustice and strife are the order of the day.
As Lasallians, we always emphasise the need for solidarity with the last, the lost and the least. We mark it with symbolic actions during the national convention and with prayers during the day for prayers of peace, but what of now. And so it comes to mind that solidarity is what we need, this Malaysia Day. Solidarity as a sign of indivisibility and strength in unity.
So dear Lasallians, wherever you are; and even non-Lasallians (should you be reading this),
If you see nothing, feel nothing of this, then let this day pass like any other.
But if you see as I see, feel as I feel, and seek as I seek, then let us be our best, on this day when our nation was formed.
Let us mark this day by remembering that we are all brothers and sisters under our nation’s flag.
Let this day be remembered for our unity and solidarity with one another, more than everything else.
Let us, on this September 16, celebrate our similarities AND diversity.
This is the invitation to you. If you see yourself as BANGSA MALAYSIA, in the best sense of the word, then draw the Jalur Gemilang on the back of your non-writing hand (unless you possess the convenience of an accomplice). Include a personal statement. You may draw it, sketch it, colour it, paint it etc. That is up to you. No dimensions, no strict guidelines. We’re all different anyway. Just make sure it’s recognisable.
And as we walk out of our rooms, homes, cells, corners on this day, together let us carry the flag of our nation with pride in our hearts, minds and on our hands.
Vincent
P/S – To further mark this occasion, snap a photograph of yourself, with your Jalur Gemilang and make it your Profile Picture on Facebook, Windows Live, Friendster etc
anyway.... Happy Malaysia Day to all....
LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/
Dear Lasallians, (and all Anak Malaysia)
This year we celebrated 51 years of independence. This will be followed by 45 years of integration, of Malaysia, to be commemorated tomorrow. But have we much cause to celebrate?
Truth be told, we are living in somewhat dark circumstances. Recent happenings in our country have brought about a great deal of tension and discord among her people. We are all responsible for our current state, in one way or another. We seem to be in an age where intolerance, injustice and strife are the order of the day.
As Lasallians, we always emphasise the need for solidarity with the last, the lost and the least. We mark it with symbolic actions during the national convention and with prayers during the day for prayers of peace, but what of now. And so it comes to mind that solidarity is what we need, this Malaysia Day. Solidarity as a sign of indivisibility and strength in unity.
So dear Lasallians, wherever you are; and even non-Lasallians (should you be reading this),
If you see nothing, feel nothing of this, then let this day pass like any other.
But if you see as I see, feel as I feel, and seek as I seek, then let us be our best, on this day when our nation was formed.
Let us mark this day by remembering that we are all brothers and sisters under our nation’s flag.
Let this day be remembered for our unity and solidarity with one another, more than everything else.
Let us, on this September 16, celebrate our similarities AND diversity.
This is the invitation to you. If you see yourself as BANGSA MALAYSIA, in the best sense of the word, then draw the Jalur Gemilang on the back of your non-writing hand (unless you possess the convenience of an accomplice). Include a personal statement. You may draw it, sketch it, colour it, paint it etc. That is up to you. No dimensions, no strict guidelines. We’re all different anyway. Just make sure it’s recognisable.
And as we walk out of our rooms, homes, cells, corners on this day, together let us carry the flag of our nation with pride in our hearts, minds and on our hands.
Vincent
P/S – To further mark this occasion, snap a photograph of yourself, with your Jalur Gemilang and make it your Profile Picture on Facebook, Windows Live, Friendster etc
anyway.... Happy Malaysia Day to all....
LPPL... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/
Tuesday, July 15
i just can't smile without you
you came along just like a song,
and brighten my day,
who would have believed that
you were part of a dream,
now it all seems light years away.....
and now you know i can't smile without you......
hooked on to this song after watching Hellboy 2 : The Golden Army.... lalallalala....
it's the middle of the semester.... where assignments start pouring in and there are shit loads of mid-term tests and "quizes" poping up every week till week 13..... arghhhh..... and there's still the experiment reports to do.... and it's the due date for all our assignments....
this is why i hate the middle of my semesters....
so time to update about my situation after the long silence.... in no particular order...
btw... i plan to do a social awareness week campaign.... trying to raise awareness in my campus about the social problems in society today..... so you have any affiliations who are willing to help out by setting a booth for a day or two... or you have any interesting ideas on what i can do for the event.... do tell me... =)
yeah.... that's about it..... gotta go do my work dee.... spectroscopy...
Plasma Emission, Mössbauer spectroscopy, Glow discharge-optical emission spectrometry, Microwave-induced plasma, fluorescence resonance energy transfer....
you know i can't smile without you,
i can't smile without you,
i can't laugh and i can't sing,
i'm finding it hard to do anything....
LPPL, love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/
and brighten my day,
who would have believed that
you were part of a dream,
now it all seems light years away.....
and now you know i can't smile without you......
hooked on to this song after watching Hellboy 2 : The Golden Army.... lalallalala....
it's the middle of the semester.... where assignments start pouring in and there are shit loads of mid-term tests and "quizes" poping up every week till week 13..... arghhhh..... and there's still the experiment reports to do.... and it's the due date for all our assignments....
this is why i hate the middle of my semesters....
so time to update about my situation after the long silence.... in no particular order...
- am still staying in vista wira, studying in utar [sad right ???]
- got myself into a traffic collision and have 8 stiches on me
- got elected as secretary of chemistry society
- subsequently elected as the committee member in charge of editorial in the SRC of my campus
- still procastinating
- and i'm feeling lonely...
- not to mention also that there was this guai lou who got robbed by buggers who slashed him in the head with a parang near the LRT.... and it was just around 9.30 pm...... not even late at night.... so take care ya guys....
- anyone wanna go yum cha ??
btw... i plan to do a social awareness week campaign.... trying to raise awareness in my campus about the social problems in society today..... so you have any affiliations who are willing to help out by setting a booth for a day or two... or you have any interesting ideas on what i can do for the event.... do tell me... =)
yeah.... that's about it..... gotta go do my work dee.... spectroscopy...
Plasma Emission, Mössbauer spectroscopy, Glow discharge-optical emission spectrometry, Microwave-induced plasma, fluorescence resonance energy transfer....
you know i can't smile without you,
i can't smile without you,
i can't laugh and i can't sing,
i'm finding it hard to do anything....
LPPL, love peace, peace love yaw.... \m/
Wednesday, April 23
when dim sum makes more sense than attending morning lectures
well.... as you guys saw the previous two entries.... yeah... it's actually entries from a blog i just set up on blogspot with another 2 guys from uni...
got bored during exam week and halfway through preparing for our 1st paper.... so we decided to start the Dim Sum vs. Morning Lectures blog... and i just realised that what ever i posted on the blog, was cross-posted on to multiply.... not only my entries... my other contributor's entries too....
hahahaha... trying to fix the problem and see if this entry is posted on to the blog on blogspot or not.... lalalalala.....
anyway.... a brief explaination about the blog, by my fellow fren Tong,
"Obviously from the title of the blog, we do enjoy having dim sum in the morning instead of morning lectures in our 'beloved' campus. Haha. We are all UTARian, pursuing the course of our own. Well at this time we are having our finals going on for the next weeks ahead, and as you can see, we are blogging. ehmmm.... sorry having dim sum than having lectures. XD
seriously.... uni life is getting more and more dull and boring as the day passes by.... it's draining all my energy and enthusiasm.... i'd rather skip morning lectures so that i can do something else in the morning..... if i go to class... it's either i sleep or chit chat with ppl, [i've become more and more bitchy ever since uni]... not a good thing....
well... meeting these ppl in my faculty was like a fresh breath of air in the dull environment of UTAR.... well atleast for my faculty here.... keeps my sanity intact...
oh and i just realised something.... penang is famous for it's char koay teow, laksa, hokkien mee, etc etc.... ipoh is famous for it's nga choy kai, kai see hor fun etc etc..... but what is KL famous for ???
it's NASI LEMAK ~!!! yesh... it took me that long to realise this.... cause only for the past few nights i've been travelling around KL [when i should be studying] sampling really good nasi lemaks... i think i might just blog about it.... wheee ~!!! hahahahha... more nasi lemaks.... makes me fat fat.... lalalalala....
got bored during exam week and halfway through preparing for our 1st paper.... so we decided to start the Dim Sum vs. Morning Lectures blog... and i just realised that what ever i posted on the blog, was cross-posted on to multiply.... not only my entries... my other contributor's entries too....
hahahaha... trying to fix the problem and see if this entry is posted on to the blog on blogspot or not.... lalalalala.....
anyway.... a brief explaination about the blog, by my fellow fren Tong,
"Obviously from the title of the blog, we do enjoy having dim sum in the morning instead of morning lectures in our 'beloved' campus. Haha. We are all UTARian, pursuing the course of our own. Well at this time we are having our finals going on for the next weeks ahead, and as you can see, we are blogging. ehmmm.... sorry having dim sum than having lectures. XD
Anyway, this point of the of this blogspot, you shall enter the world of us in campus life and thoughts in various points. So just, get your pop corn, eh eh...sorry, your dim sums', your cup of 'yin yong', sit back, and enjoy the show. ^^v"
seriously.... uni life is getting more and more dull and boring as the day passes by.... it's draining all my energy and enthusiasm.... i'd rather skip morning lectures so that i can do something else in the morning..... if i go to class... it's either i sleep or chit chat with ppl, [i've become more and more bitchy ever since uni]... not a good thing....
well... meeting these ppl in my faculty was like a fresh breath of air in the dull environment of UTAR.... well atleast for my faculty here.... keeps my sanity intact...
oh and i just realised something.... penang is famous for it's char koay teow, laksa, hokkien mee, etc etc.... ipoh is famous for it's nga choy kai, kai see hor fun etc etc..... but what is KL famous for ???
it's NASI LEMAK ~!!! yesh... it took me that long to realise this.... cause only for the past few nights i've been travelling around KL [when i should be studying] sampling really good nasi lemaks... i think i might just blog about it.... wheee ~!!! hahahahha... more nasi lemaks.... makes me fat fat.... lalalalala....
Monday, March 10
trying to be profound....
yesterday is but a dream
and tomorrow is a vision....
but today well-lived,
makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope....
am laden with assignment deadlines and mid term tests.... it's week 10 already and less than 5 weeks to my finals.... and i haven't started studying...
oh the pressure... oh the lazy~ness.... aihz... i think it's some what propotional to me.... the more pressure i get, the lazier i feel.... WHY LAH WHY ~!!!???!!!!
LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/
and tomorrow is a vision....
but today well-lived,
makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
and every tomorrow a vision of hope....
am laden with assignment deadlines and mid term tests.... it's week 10 already and less than 5 weeks to my finals.... and i haven't started studying...
oh the pressure... oh the lazy~ness.... aihz... i think it's some what propotional to me.... the more pressure i get, the lazier i feel.... WHY LAH WHY ~!!!???!!!!
LPPL.... love peace, peace love yaw....\m/
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